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Backstabber.
The last time since I update my blog... hmmm four months ago.
Today, Friday. The blackest Friday I've ever been through.
Your friends. Those who smile to you, talk to you, helped you up, ended up being a backstabber.
People judge. And I'm not going to judge anyone btw.
This isn't the first time I felt betray by someone.
At this age, I don't really know who will be my true friends/best friends.
Or maybe it doesn't matter anymore.
Maybe I just haven't meet someone better.
My high school life, sucks.
Labels: Update :)
March.
Lately, I been I been losing sleep.
Nah, this is just one of the lyric from Counting Star. This song didn't catch my attraction at first. But after listen to this few time later, I found out that this song is nice!
15/3, the day that covered by black clouds. Why I said so? Bcs, when your only best friend chose someone she hates the most instead of you, then you'll know the reasons. Shouldn't be just the black cloud but also the thunderstorms. I didn't blame on anyone, I just felt disappointed. I never had this kind of feeling before. Really, really heart breaking. And at last I told myself, everything that you have right now is no longer yours. Appreciate before it's gone.
Labels: Update :)
inspired
another new year and here's my first post in 2014 :) 2013 has the happiest moment and the saddest one. we just need to get over it, because this is life.
after reading Naomi Neo's blog post, I felt like I learned a lesson. we all always take depression a big deal. but the other way we told to live ourself in our life, not for anyone else. Otherwise, if we don't live for someone, we'll feel like there's meaningless. so like what she said, live for the one who worth the pain. meanwhile, I'm now feeling a lil confuse 'bout we should live our life or live for someone else and stand for the pain or some other reasons? idk, I've been seeking a way to live life better for 17 years and I still couldn't find out the answer. I think when we grow older we'll realise many things, so take it easy and let it be. we can't read our future and fate, but maybe a tiny decision can make everything different. Let's continue finding the best way for living our life :)
Labels: Update :)
Last day of the year *31.12.2012*
每年的12月都有31号
(废话 -.-) 可是每年的今天都有不同的感想. 今年, 我是过得最充实的一年. PMR的关系, 每天忙着补习, 11.30pm才回家. 说真的, 一点都不累, 反而很喜欢 :D 不是我有问题, 就是心理上说服自己喜欢补习 XD 也许是离家比较远? 哈哈
年头, 对PMR还没有什么感觉, 毕竟才年头 :P 可是, 看着日历一页一页的撕下, 心里就开始摇摆不定. 说真的, form 1 form 2的时候都不是很明白老师教什么. 也许是不习惯吧.. 回想起前两年, 真是难过. 不成熟的自己, 再见. 哦! 不对, 是永远不再见!
到了年中, 补习也越来越强调PMR -.- 不过, 我们很steady的 ;) 对自己很有信心的 哈哈 tuition addicted (Y) 7/8月开始就有很多seminar. 补习老师也有啦 :P 今年我真的是破纪录, 我竟然能够让自己坐在没得靠背的椅子上8个钟头 (当然不是我一个人啦) 其实这都不算什么, 重要的是努力后的成果 :)
我努力后的成果就是6科A, 2科B. 是我所要的成绩, 可是心里还是有点不满意 -.- 算了, 能达到自己的目标就好了, 毕竟我也尽力了 :) 这种成绩, 当然要向父母要求点东西吗, 不然努力后的空虚感, 怎样填满它? :P 当然, 电话是我的首要礼物, 我很希望他们会心服口服的买给我. 毕竟, 他们从来就没有亲自掏腰包买电话给我 -.- 不过一开始, 看他们的脸色根本就不想买给我, 为什么? 我也懒的去追究. 还好有姨丈, 答应我会送我东西 :) 还是他最好! 做他女儿一定很爽, 刚好他没有女儿, 哈哈 可是礼物要等到明年的CNY, 没关系 我等 :P
PMR过后的假期, 2个月半听起来很爽. 是很爽, 刚开始很爽, 可是过了一个月, 就每天呆在家里发霉 -.- 这次的假期, 还想要读点书, 充实自己. 但是懒惰, 懒惰还是懒惰. 可以时光倒流吗? 我错过太多事了.
我很想和一大班朋友, 背着自己的背包, 到处旅行.
我很想去玩些刺激的, 高空弹跳之类的.
我很想漫无目的的在街上走来走去.
我也很想参加一场马拉松, 任何一种.
但是, 算了吧. 我在发白日梦, 妈妈不会让我实现它们的. 大人的借口, 往往毁了我的梦想.
没关系, 等我长大些, 我会完成它们的 :)
只是怕我没那机会? 明天会发生什么是, who know?
也许明天就是你我的尽头? 珍惜当下吧, 实在点 :)
说的很好听, 但是自己还不是在浪费时间 -.-
悲哀啊... 心有余而力不足!!!
怎么越写越伤心 -.- 别想了, stay positive stay happy :D
现在错过的, 有机会的时候会把握的!
Don't count the days. Make the days count.
Labels: Dated ♥, Update :)
PMR Result Release Day! 19.12.2012
Today! 19.12.2012
Every 97's is waiting today :)
Ytd night 2am only slept, thanks to he and she accompany me texting in the midnight :)
Woke up 6.30 in the morning, and fell asleep back lol
Texting with puie leng again, hahaha
Finally woke up @ 9.30am
Then prepared everything walked to sch alone.
Stupid puie leng so late :P
Shivering some more hahahaha
Enter sch's hall, seeking for class teacher. And finally found her!
Sat down, and sign my name, then got my result.
Stupid teacher took my result and said: Jingyi, sikit lagi boleh dapat straight A.
Then i smile at her. My target is 6A, i reached my target what :P
This is my result not yours kay.
I really appreciate it much, all my effort is worthwhile :)
p/s: 华语版
回到家, 妈妈看着我, 问我多少个A, 我就笑笑, 6个啊 XD
她就讲我厉害, 呵呵 当然 XD
其实, 很多人都为我感到开心, 很多人都比我紧张. 为什么拿了成绩之后才会紧张? 神经出问题了 LOL
大家都在恭喜我, 我只说谢谢 :) 是在谢谢自己, 哈哈
我第一次看到妈咪那么开心, 虽然表面上没说什么 :)
我也很开心, 我并没让家人失望.
补习补到快傻掉了, 都是值得的 :)
那种喜悦难以解释 :)
谢谢老师们, 谢谢朋友们, 谢谢我自己肯逼自己坐在书桌前, 拼命读书.
我从来没用那么用功, 难道开窍了?
别管那么多了, 我很开心是真的, 虽然还是有点不甘心.
Nevermind, will study harder next year and SPM.
I proud of myself and I really did the best :) Appreciate much!
- Congratulations to those who got excellent resutls and to those who didn't got what they expect for, try harder next year and SPM :D
Labels: Dated ♥, Update :)
Shopping day :)
Went
Ikea,
Curve &
KWC ytd :)
Ikea was crowded by people -.-
Went
Padini Concept Stores, then mummy bought something from Ikea.
After that went to Imbi for lunch, lam min (name of the noodles) quite nice :)
Done w/ lunch then went to KWC, first time went there. Full w/ fashions shops. :D
My hauls!
What hurts you today, makes you stronger tomorrow. :)
Puie Leng's belated present :)
Labels: Update :)
BBQ night :) 12/12/2012
So, last night was an
unforgotten memory for me :) at least for me
Thank you to
Meng Liy's mum lending her
precious house let us "play" :D
And I love her house till the MAX!!!
Hope we still can have such party next time :)
Failed at first time, then got someone's help at last :)
8 of us :) *no boys*
PuieLeng ♥
Ser Lyi ♥
:)
And me :D
p/s: All photo taken by Samsung S3 owned by Puie Leng :)
Labels: Dated ♥, Update :)
Hello December! :)
So, finally it's
DECEMBER.
A
whole new month, a
chritmas month everyone waiting for.
I just want this month to be full of
laughter,
happiness and
memorable great memories to
REMEMBER :)
This also the last month of the year. I'm quite excited the new year, the new starting, the new challenge.
PMR results also will be release at this month. The release date will be on
19/12.
Idk is it true or just someone simply say it. I just knew it from
twitter.
I really hope my results won't disappoint me, cause I'm not confidence on myself since I never study from the starting :P
Whatever, I just wanna know my results
as fast as possible!!!
Labels: Update :)
Hellloooo :)
Hello guys, it have been ages since my last post.
And and!! I've change my template. It's just bored with the old one :P
Holidays, ehmmm... I'm really bored with that. Everyday stay at home online online online.
I should find a job since I lack of money $$$ Anyone wanna hire me? Haha
Labels: Update :)
17.6.2012
Actually I have no idea to write this post. And the time is 0.52am, I should sleeping now. But i never. zzz
So what I can do now? @@ Go to sleep? Continue online?
Jimmy :D
HAHA. The shortest pencil in my life. :D
I'm just so tired of watching everyone else be happy while I am miserable.
Labels: Update :)
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Backstabber.
The last time since I update my blog... hmmm four months ago.
Today, Friday. The blackest Friday I've ever been through.
Your friends. Those who smile to you, talk to you, helped you up, ended up being a backstabber.
People judge. And I'm not going to judge anyone btw.
This isn't the first time I felt betray by someone.
At this age, I don't really know who will be my true friends/best friends.
Or maybe it doesn't matter anymore.
Maybe I just haven't meet someone better.
My high school life, sucks.
Labels: Update :)
March.
Lately, I been I been losing sleep.
Nah, this is just one of the lyric from Counting Star. This song didn't catch my attraction at first. But after listen to this few time later, I found out that this song is nice!
15/3, the day that covered by black clouds. Why I said so? Bcs, when your only best friend chose someone she hates the most instead of you, then you'll know the reasons. Shouldn't be just the black cloud but also the thunderstorms. I didn't blame on anyone, I just felt disappointed. I never had this kind of feeling before. Really, really heart breaking. And at last I told myself, everything that you have right now is no longer yours. Appreciate before it's gone.
Labels: Update :)
inspired
another new year and here's my first post in 2014 :) 2013 has the happiest moment and the saddest one. we just need to get over it, because this is life.
after reading Naomi Neo's blog post, I felt like I learned a lesson. we all always take depression a big deal. but the other way we told to live ourself in our life, not for anyone else. Otherwise, if we don't live for someone, we'll feel like there's meaningless. so like what she said, live for the one who worth the pain. meanwhile, I'm now feeling a lil confuse 'bout we should live our life or live for someone else and stand for the pain or some other reasons? idk, I've been seeking a way to live life better for 17 years and I still couldn't find out the answer. I think when we grow older we'll realise many things, so take it easy and let it be. we can't read our future and fate, but maybe a tiny decision can make everything different. Let's continue finding the best way for living our life :)
Labels: Update :)
Last day of the year *31.12.2012*
每年的12月都有31号
(废话 -.-) 可是每年的今天都有不同的感想. 今年, 我是过得最充实的一年. PMR的关系, 每天忙着补习, 11.30pm才回家. 说真的, 一点都不累, 反而很喜欢 :D 不是我有问题, 就是心理上说服自己喜欢补习 XD 也许是离家比较远? 哈哈
年头, 对PMR还没有什么感觉, 毕竟才年头 :P 可是, 看着日历一页一页的撕下, 心里就开始摇摆不定. 说真的, form 1 form 2的时候都不是很明白老师教什么. 也许是不习惯吧.. 回想起前两年, 真是难过. 不成熟的自己, 再见. 哦! 不对, 是永远不再见!
到了年中, 补习也越来越强调PMR -.- 不过, 我们很steady的 ;) 对自己很有信心的 哈哈 tuition addicted (Y) 7/8月开始就有很多seminar. 补习老师也有啦 :P 今年我真的是破纪录, 我竟然能够让自己坐在没得靠背的椅子上8个钟头 (当然不是我一个人啦) 其实这都不算什么, 重要的是努力后的成果 :)
我努力后的成果就是6科A, 2科B. 是我所要的成绩, 可是心里还是有点不满意 -.- 算了, 能达到自己的目标就好了, 毕竟我也尽力了 :) 这种成绩, 当然要向父母要求点东西吗, 不然努力后的空虚感, 怎样填满它? :P 当然, 电话是我的首要礼物, 我很希望他们会心服口服的买给我. 毕竟, 他们从来就没有亲自掏腰包买电话给我 -.- 不过一开始, 看他们的脸色根本就不想买给我, 为什么? 我也懒的去追究. 还好有姨丈, 答应我会送我东西 :) 还是他最好! 做他女儿一定很爽, 刚好他没有女儿, 哈哈 可是礼物要等到明年的CNY, 没关系 我等 :P
PMR过后的假期, 2个月半听起来很爽. 是很爽, 刚开始很爽, 可是过了一个月, 就每天呆在家里发霉 -.- 这次的假期, 还想要读点书, 充实自己. 但是懒惰, 懒惰还是懒惰. 可以时光倒流吗? 我错过太多事了.
我很想和一大班朋友, 背着自己的背包, 到处旅行.
我很想去玩些刺激的, 高空弹跳之类的.
我很想漫无目的的在街上走来走去.
我也很想参加一场马拉松, 任何一种.
但是, 算了吧. 我在发白日梦, 妈妈不会让我实现它们的. 大人的借口, 往往毁了我的梦想.
没关系, 等我长大些, 我会完成它们的 :)
只是怕我没那机会? 明天会发生什么是, who know?
也许明天就是你我的尽头? 珍惜当下吧, 实在点 :)
说的很好听, 但是自己还不是在浪费时间 -.-
悲哀啊... 心有余而力不足!!!
怎么越写越伤心 -.- 别想了, stay positive stay happy :D
现在错过的, 有机会的时候会把握的!
Don't count the days. Make the days count.
Labels: Dated ♥, Update :)
PMR Result Release Day! 19.12.2012
Today! 19.12.2012
Every 97's is waiting today :)
Ytd night 2am only slept, thanks to he and she accompany me texting in the midnight :)
Woke up 6.30 in the morning, and fell asleep back lol
Texting with puie leng again, hahaha
Finally woke up @ 9.30am
Then prepared everything walked to sch alone.
Stupid puie leng so late :P
Shivering some more hahahaha
Enter sch's hall, seeking for class teacher. And finally found her!
Sat down, and sign my name, then got my result.
Stupid teacher took my result and said: Jingyi, sikit lagi boleh dapat straight A.
Then i smile at her. My target is 6A, i reached my target what :P
This is my result not yours kay.
I really appreciate it much, all my effort is worthwhile :)
p/s: 华语版
回到家, 妈妈看着我, 问我多少个A, 我就笑笑, 6个啊 XD
她就讲我厉害, 呵呵 当然 XD
其实, 很多人都为我感到开心, 很多人都比我紧张. 为什么拿了成绩之后才会紧张? 神经出问题了 LOL
大家都在恭喜我, 我只说谢谢 :) 是在谢谢自己, 哈哈
我第一次看到妈咪那么开心, 虽然表面上没说什么 :)
我也很开心, 我并没让家人失望.
补习补到快傻掉了, 都是值得的 :)
那种喜悦难以解释 :)
谢谢老师们, 谢谢朋友们, 谢谢我自己肯逼自己坐在书桌前, 拼命读书.
我从来没用那么用功, 难道开窍了?
别管那么多了, 我很开心是真的, 虽然还是有点不甘心.
Nevermind, will study harder next year and SPM.
I proud of myself and I really did the best :) Appreciate much!
- Congratulations to those who got excellent resutls and to those who didn't got what they expect for, try harder next year and SPM :D
Labels: Dated ♥, Update :)
Shopping day :)
Went
Ikea,
Curve &
KWC ytd :)
Ikea was crowded by people -.-
Went
Padini Concept Stores, then mummy bought something from Ikea.
After that went to Imbi for lunch, lam min (name of the noodles) quite nice :)
Done w/ lunch then went to KWC, first time went there. Full w/ fashions shops. :D
My hauls!
What hurts you today, makes you stronger tomorrow. :)
Puie Leng's belated present :)
Labels: Update :)
BBQ night :) 12/12/2012
So, last night was an
unforgotten memory for me :) at least for me
Thank you to
Meng Liy's mum lending her
precious house let us "play" :D
And I love her house till the MAX!!!
Hope we still can have such party next time :)
Failed at first time, then got someone's help at last :)
8 of us :) *no boys*
PuieLeng ♥
Ser Lyi ♥
:)
And me :D
p/s: All photo taken by Samsung S3 owned by Puie Leng :)
Labels: Dated ♥, Update :)
Hello December! :)
So, finally it's
DECEMBER.
A
whole new month, a
chritmas month everyone waiting for.
I just want this month to be full of
laughter,
happiness and
memorable great memories to
REMEMBER :)
This also the last month of the year. I'm quite excited the new year, the new starting, the new challenge.
PMR results also will be release at this month. The release date will be on
19/12.
Idk is it true or just someone simply say it. I just knew it from
twitter.
I really hope my results won't disappoint me, cause I'm not confidence on myself since I never study from the starting :P
Whatever, I just wanna know my results
as fast as possible!!!
Labels: Update :)
Hellloooo :)
Hello guys, it have been ages since my last post.
And and!! I've change my template. It's just bored with the old one :P
Holidays, ehmmm... I'm really bored with that. Everyday stay at home online online online.
I should find a job since I lack of money $$$ Anyone wanna hire me? Haha
Labels: Update :)
17.6.2012
Actually I have no idea to write this post. And the time is 0.52am, I should sleeping now. But i never. zzz
So what I can do now? @@ Go to sleep? Continue online?
Jimmy :D
HAHA. The shortest pencil in my life. :D
I'm just so tired of watching everyone else be happy while I am miserable.
Labels: Update :)
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